Well, I am just going to say that I OWNED my monologues and song at the audition yesterday.
Like, really, I killed it. It was awesome.

All I hope is that Kelly thinks so too. O_O


Otherwise not a lotta new things going on. Just going to try and update when I have digital images, which isn't very often.

greg.
1. toy. possibly going to not finish before year's out :[
2. doll (hand sewn, btw.)
3. toy "ad" image (18" X 24")
4. doll portrait (same dimensions)

pam.
1. redo light image?
2. find magazine colors
3. 6" x 6" painting, monochromatic, based on tiles.

will.
1. slide projection portraits
3. oil reduction workshop! (in may)

other.
1. MACBETH! Almost done with it!


Once MacB is done I will be back to JUST VA WORK.. oh em gee, how EXCITING! :]
Could possibly get a callback next week, if not a week or so later. (Or a rejection letter, but I don't like to think about this possibility, it upsets me. Though, I know for sure enough it's a possibility!)


So yeah, idk, pray or light some incense or something for me.
Please.



Peace

Pam invents words.... yeah. 9_9

KK SOSO. Jerk interviewed for this school and despite what she says I feel like she did well, at least a shitload better than I did....... BEST OF LUCK TO HER.... and thank God that stressful pre-interview stuff is over, oui?

I just found out I made a perfect 9 on my AP English exam before spring break. (Hell. Yeah.)
I just wrote two essays that I think are pretty damn skippy.
I sort of miss my old pothead friend Jordan becuase he was one of the few people who were very sweet to me 100% of the time back at public school.
DADDY GAVE ME HIS CAMERA!!! I HAVE A FUNCTIONING CAMERA NOW!!!! YEAHHHH!!!!
I am half done with the inked border of the macbeth poster :]]]]
I'm making a doll-making hat to wear while I sew my doll project. itsgunnobecyooooote.
Stuff is going well mostly.

Only thing I'm annoyed about is the toy project, I'd HELLA rather be working on my doll.
Toy = lame. whateverrr.

also I will be scanning some sketchbook pages soon. Since that's all I do that frekaing fits in my scanner anymore.... O_O

At last! A break in this gruelling schedule.
I am on SPRING BREAK this coming week..... YESSSS.
Away from my lovers and haters equally, I am so sick of being tired, all of the time.
I love it here and all but I am exhausted, my energy is spent, and I'm tired of awkward people and domestic disputes and the godforsaken residential life..... handing out categories like candy to people who are involved in accidents or mistakes, nothing that REALLY breaks the rules and the rules are so unreasonable anway, it makes me almost glad to never be able to leave campus because that gets people into the weirdest, most unreasonable trouble.
Whatever.
I am home free. And I totally KILLED my exams today... yesterday not so much but today was AWESOME.

Yeaaaah. Also I just found out that I made an A on EVERY DESIGN PROJECT this term............ O_O
that's kind of amazing... I promise I didn't make a pact with the devil or anything... really.

Daresay I don't want to know what my sculpture grade is. I got a B+ in drawing since I made two A's but Will gave me a C on my last miniproject
Whatever Will!! I get why it sucks but I tried!!! I fail at trasparencies apparently......

I don't post lit on here anymore but you should check out my fictinopress for that stuff :]
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yeah boyyy


<3

I think that maybe, when I die, everything will be illuminated.
I'm not really in any haste to die, it's just my last comfort. Like maybe the emotions you feel will be easier to understand when you pass from confinement into formless eternity.... maybe death isn't really death, just a passage to ultimate liberation.

I'm pretty sure that if I get into Theatre and leave VA my teachers will hate me.
Which I don't want, since I respect them. I just.... don't want to make art for a living.
I want to make art to make myself feel better, to grow, to evolve.

And I want to do it on my own time with my own aesthetics. Wrong.... I don't believe it is.


But the problem is, if I stay VA2, I will now be miserable. Because it's not where I'm going right now.

ugh. whatever.
I have to find time to call you Lou. Wonderful and then awful things have happened.
The rest of you will doubtless find out soon.... at least, I intend for you to.

I need to call Lousie.
My dad believes me, and she believes me, and that is all that matters.



Artupdate.
Finished with the self portrait, commencing with distorted portrait, spiritual dwelling place, and toy/plaster sculptures. Starting the large Macbeth poster soon :]

My camera is pretty much dead. I can take the occasional facebook pic and that's about it.
UGH I HATE HAVING NO CAMERAAAAA, eeeek.

Whatevs. OH, btw, HAPPY FRIDAY THE 13TH. best day to come before Valentine's EVER.
And keep your mushygushy couply crap out of public tomorrow, plz.

peace.